"Soud's calling Nasser but he's not answering"
He try calling for the second, the third time, before hanging up he picked it up
Nasser: aloooh 3amiiiii el7aaggggg
Shahad: Yuma weldiii shfeeeehhhhhhh
Soud: Nasser shfeek tekalam abdulaziz feeh shy??????????//
Nasser: he had a car accident and and and and and……………..
Shahad:yuuuummmmaaaaaaaa wellddiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Hessa and aljawhara and abdulwahab started crying once their mom fainted! Now they realized that it's not a dream, not a lie, its reality, they might have lost their big kind, friendly, loveable and one of a kind brother!!
Soud was trying his best to keep himself strong for his wife and kids
Soud: dagait 3al es3af?????
Nasser: ee now ga3deen esheelouna
Soud: which hospital are they taking him to?
Nasser: Al…………..
Soud: ok am coming right away
Aljawhara had a bottle of water and she tried to wake her mom with and she used a perfume and everything came up on her mind until Shahad was up and crying and screaming her heads out
Shahad screaming and crying: where is my abdulaziz I want him now he's mine plz soud take me to him now I need to see him once I hug him he'll be ok believe me I know my baby son
And they kept crying all the way to the hospital
It only took 15 minutes to arrive to the hospital but they felt like it was 15 years!
Soud parked in front of the main interance door and they all ran to the reception and soud asked about his son and they told him that he was in the surgery room
Shahad "still crying and screaming: yumma weldiii akhaf e3awrounaaaaa soud Allah ekhaleeek bs abee ashoufaaaa
Soud: ed3eela ed3eela ya Shahad ohwa el7een me7taj do3a'ech
Aljawhara was crying, Hessa was crying and hugging abdulwahab who wasn't sure of what he was listening to but yet crying becuz of the way his mom was crying and screaming.
After 6 hours, and believe me those 6 hours were the hardest, most painful hours any one could imagine, the doctor came out and from the look on his face they knew that there was something wrong
The doctor: where's the father of abdulaziz?
Soud: I'm soud Al.. His father, 6amenii doctor is he ok now?
The doctor: wallah madre shagolik "nazal rasah"
Soud: golyy doctor when can we see him?
Shahad: when can I see him, hug and kiss him please doctor I just want to see him 7atan lo mn b3eed I won't say a word I just NEED to see him
The doctor: please, you're even making it harder for me to say that he is
Soud, Shahad, aljawhara, Hessa, abdulwahab: he is what????
The doctor: Allah yer7emah ed3oulah "nazal rasah w mesha"
Shahad and Hessa oghma 3alaihum in the same time!!!
Soud yeta naghza ebgalbah w 6a7, aljawhara matat bachii ma3a abdulwahab
Sda7w soud, Shahad and Hessa ta7t elmula7atha, w ghazouhum ebra 3ashan enamoun w yerta7oun shway
Then aljawhara tethakart etdeg 3ala abdulmehsen
He picked it up from the first ring, cuz he was about to call them becuz he's back home and no one is home!
Abdulmehsen: entaw wainkom yal9ay3een lama hal 7aza wain gazeeeenn????
Aljawhara: abdulaziz mat "crying"
Abdulmehsen: NA3AM "screaming"
Aljawhara: abdulaziz is DEAD "screaming"
Abdulmehsen: enty shetkharbe6een shetgoleennn!! Hatha ga3ed ebduwaneyat nasoor
Aljawhara: he had a car accident in front of Nasser's house and he was in the surgery room for the past 6 hours w tawa 6ala3 el doctor w galena enah DEAD
Abdulmehsen: ENTAW EB AY HOSPITAL "screaming his head out"
Aljawhara informed him with the name of the hospital, and went to the bathroom to wash her face, then she bought some water bottles from the vending machine and she went to abdulwahab and made him drink some and in minutes he was snoring and abdulmehsen arrived, his eyes were RED and he was so Fucking mad I've never seen him like this
Abdulmehsen: wain okhouyy??????/
Aljawhara: makhalouna nshoufa"crying"
Abdulmehsen: hatha okhouy w 3atheedi w sanadiii hatha th'hariiiii akeed lay shafnee begoom wainaaahhhh???????/ "his eyes were raining"
Aljawhara was crying becuz she's gonna miss him too and becuz she never saw abdulmehsen that weak and crying!!
Abdulmehsen kept knocking on all the doors until a nurse came to him and asked him to stop!
He asked her about abdulaziz and she showed him the way to him
He went straight to his room running, it was 5 steps away but to him it was like running a marathon!!
He entered the room and saw him covered with a white cover!! He throws himself and hugged him so tightttttt
He was crying and he kept saying: 3azoozzz bus3oud goom ana abdulmehsen 7asoonn okhouukk 7abeebik yalla goomm latkhaleeni eb haldenya brou7iii 6alabtik w ghalatii yala goom bskkk dalaaaaa33 agoooliikkk gooommm yala ana ta3baan w me7tajliikk 7aaiilll gooommm enta elwa7eed elly et7es feeny w tesma3lii w etsa3edniii goom ana mn ghairik athee3 wallah atheee3 goom yakhouuuyyy goom w ana amoutt bedaliikkk bs enta gooommmm
He kept repeating these words over and over, he removed the cover and kissed him and he tried to open his eyes and he slap him so he can wake him up, but nothing changed he is DEAD, his face was dark blue and really swallowed which made him realize that did lose his brother and just standing there watching him die, it's so much hard and painful.
Then he sang AlJasmee's Song "Fegadtik Ya A3az ElNas"
فقدتك يا أعز الناس
فقدت الحب والطيبة
و أنا من لي في هالدنيا
سواك إن طالت الغيبة
رحلت ومن بقى وياي
يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك
يغزيني واهلي به
تصدق قد ما حنيت
اشوفك في زوايا البيت
واسولف معك عن حزني
واحس ان انت تدري به
شسوي بالألم و الآه
ولكن البقا لله
يصبرني على بعادك
وذا حظي وراضي به
The nurses heard him singing, crying and screaming and they came and carried him out.
After one hour, Shahad started screaming with her son's name, she started crying AGAIN "poor her, she lost her son gabel ma tefra7 feeh wetzawjah w mashafat 3yalah, which is every mom's dream" abdulaziz was special, he never says "NO" to anyone! He always wanna help and can't resist someone's tear, so how about his mom!! He treated her like if she was a queen. Hessa Was In the next room to her mom and she was awake from her moms screaming, and she remembered the reason why they were her in the first place and her eyes started to rain and she said to herself in a loud voice
موتك كسر قلب اختك ياخوي
The nurse checked her blood pressure and everything, then she went to her mom's room to check on her and she was crying, she hugged her and she said: mom enty tu'omeneen bqadar allah, w inshallah ra7 7g elly ar7am mena 3alaih il7imdellah kan em9ali w emsami w rathee elkl 3ana, yuma allah ekhaleech ed3eellaahh bss bss mozain elly ga3da etsaweena!!!
Shahad: hatha abdulazizzzzzz ge63aa mn galbiii w raaa77777 shlounn tabeenee akounn "CRYING"
Hessa: adry ya 7abeebtee bs hatha elly katba allah we have to accept it
Shahad: Yaaa Raaabb "in a loud voice and breathing her soul out"
Soud, Aljawhara & Abdulwahab Came All In Shahad's Room With A Very Watery Red Eyes
They all went back home, the minute they entered the house, they all stared on the family pictures, and they kept wondering "How will we be a family without him??"
They were very tired so they went upstairs to their rooms and drawn themselves in bed and started crying again but without making any sound.
In the next day, eldefan elyoum el3a9er, Soud, Abdulmehsen, Abdulwahab And all the relatives men went to the cemetery, soud couldn’t walk nor stand, abdulmehsen's face looked very pale and there was a black circles around his eyes and everyone was whispering to one another about him, he looked like if he was suffering from a severe pain!!
He heard some of that talk, and he wanted to scream to run to do anything but to witness his brother being buried, they begun with the burying and they finished with the death prayer and then da3oulah. When they were throwing sands on the body, abdulmehsen started crying with a loud voice and abdulwahab was trying to calm him down until he cried too. Everyone felt that Soud was in a different world, he wasn't feeling anything around him. After that, everyone left except for abdulmehsen, he sat on his knees beside the grave and his hands were on the sands like if he was feeling abdulaziz's face!! He started saying:
ألا ياليت أنا المدفون وأنا أسمع خطواته
Then he started walking but he felt his footsteps were too heavy.
At Soud's House they held the 3aza, his mom didn’t stand up for anyone, ryoulha maskeena matsheelha, her mom, her sisters, soud's mom, his sister, and everyone was there, they were so sad and some couldn’t stop crying becuz as I already said, abdulaziz was very special to everyone elgreeb w elb3eed men his family.
Hessa and aljawhara were standing next to their aunts, and their eyes didn’t stop for a second from raining…
Those three days passed and every night, Hessa fall asleep while holding a picture of abdulaziz hugging her and wearing his Creede perfume I guess (the one with the vanilla smell), Shahad sleeps with his t-shirt, Soud Sleeps After thinking of the times he shouted at abdulaziz for something stupid and silly and regret it with a heart burning, abdulwahab sleeps with abdulaziz's pillow, aljawhara sleeps with his blue A&F T-shirt She Bought for him in his 22nd bday, abdulmehsen sleeps in abdulaziz's room on the floor after staring on his bed and talking with him as if abdulaziz was lying there listening to him … [abdulmehsen is known as a poet]
He said:
أذبح حزني من أقصى الشعور لأول الإخوان
وأسيل عمره وتشرب عيون العمر دمعاته
وحيد ولا معي إلا أخوي بداخلي غفيان
ترفرف ضحكته وأطلق نعاسي لصبح ضحكاته
في بالي أرقد وأدري حزين وشارد وبردان
وأنا أنثر برده من فوق الخيال وجمر سجاته
ينام وأعقد بعين البداية كل نهاياته
يدور قلبي تفتت ضلوعه يطحنه حرمان
يجوع القلب يحضني في جوعي وأكل فتاته
وأضل من الألم أحضن حياة الشارع الولهان
يلملم حسرتي ويكسر وجودي شوق إضاءاته
تعبت تمليني طعون تصب من خنجر الخلان
تعبت تستنزف عيوني دموع العين طعناته
ياخوووييييي إقعددد الدنيا رمت من تحتي النيران
وهذا العمر مايحمل بجوفي إلا انكساراته
ياخووووويييي ليه تغيب وليه تتركني وأنا شفقان
ياخوووييي أقعد وقعد خضوعي بداخل الشريان
تنام ولا بقى هم(ن) قطف من دمي غفواته
غريبة وشلون يكسرني الغياب ولا يغلبني النسيان
ودفتر جيتك ياخوووييي طوى من عمري صفحاته
بعد ما غسلو الجسد عن كل نزواته
ابد لا ينغسل هذا الشهم مغسول بالفرسان
اخووييي من غسل روح الجسد في طهر نياته
أيا دفااننن دخيل الله لا تدفنه يا دفان
دخيلك خلني أدفن في بالي جمر بسماته
وهف بسماته من هذا المكان لآخر الأحزان
وأنا أطحن موته في جوع الكلام وأخبز سكاته
أنام وشلون لا صار أخوي جايع وأنا شبعان
أخووويي اللي كسر قلبه لجوعي وجاع لحظاته
أخوويي اللي يمزمزني معاليقه إذا عطشان
أخوي اللي ثنى عمره من أجل أطلع مسافاته
يدين القبر ضمني وسط حضن أخوي النعسان
أبرقد دام لي قلب(ن) دفن وياه نبضاته
أكيد أنه وسط قبره سمع طق الخطاوي الآن
ألا ياليت أنا المدفون وأنا أسمع خطواته
There is something you need to know about abdulmehsen, he was and still in love with a girl that broke his heart named dalal, he loved her with all his guts but he saw her cheating him for a random guy she was at MacDonald's alsurra eating dinner with him when she promised abdulmehsen an hour ago that she won't go out becuz she was feeling a little bit sick, when he saw her he stood there infront of her with his eyes getting red and his hands were like if he was going to box him, but he didn't he was there with abdulaziz who took him out and she ran after him and she asked him to listen to what she have to say, he couldn't hear a word but he was standing by a request from abdulaziz, when she finished making up stories and excuses he left her without saying a word, that was 2 years ago when abdulmehsen was 19 and abdulaziz was 20, abdulmehsen met her in alshameya co-op and he was so amazed by her beauty, he kept going after her for 3 days and then she accepted him on bbm and that’s how it started. Abdulaziz stood by abdulmehsen's side throw all his falling apart days, he helped him to move on but he couldn't forget nor unlove her!!
That’s how much he loves her.
In the next day, Hessa wake up, her eyes 6a7aw 3ala her blackberry elly 9arlaha days matadre 3ana, she thought of checking it out but she went to wash her face, pray, see her mom if she needs something and then see what's been happening for the last days…..
Her mom was still sleeping so she went back to her room and she took her phone and she opened it when she was lying in her comfy sofa, she kept looking for one chat in the BBM, she needed to talk to that person, she doesn’t know why but that what she needed in that time, it was a chat of a person who sends BCs of poem, songs, programs and extra, she had two groups and they were friends actually, but she needed one of them, she needed ALI, she opened the chat:
ALI: hey
Aloo
Aloooo
Enty wainich??
Shda3wa yuba mates'eleen
Feech shy?
Ana mthaygich bshay?
PING!!
PING!!
PING!!
PING!!
Enzain lat7aqreennn goly ay shy
PING!!
PING!!
I MISS YOUL
Yalla 3ad wallah ta3abt w ana a7ateech as'al badour 3anich egoul madry 3anha we haven’t talked in days
Hessa etha feech shy ta3bana me7taja shy za3lana menee goleelyy please wallah im sick of this silence w im thinking of a lot of bad things that maybe happened to you so plz 6amneeny 3alaich bs
PING!!
Oufff 3alaich 3aneeda!!
Hessa: sorryL
Ali: :O
Where were you!!!!!!!!
I'm sick of worrying about you!!
Hessa: im sorry bs
Bs okhouyy mat
Ali:……….
3atham allah ajrech
Shloon w meta w liish magelteely? I should've been there for you
Im so sorry for that wallah
Hessa: ajerna wajrek
Gabel 4 days
In a car accident
No its ok
Don’t be its not your fault
You know you're the first chat I opened after these days!!
Ali: LOOL Lucky me, but why?
Hessa: that’s what I've been asking myself, I don’t know why I just needed to talk to you
Ali: I'm thrilled to be that person that you needed
Hessa: enta shlounik? I missed you too w I missed the way you used to tease me ;p
Ali: now I'm ok ;$
Hessa: 3ayartik
Ali: hehehehe
And they kept talking four hours, btw, Ali doesn’t know English very well he use Google translator for the whole chat, cuz he knew that Hessa hates men with bad English, and yes he's trying to make her fall in love with him cuz he really likes her.
No one ate breakfast, launch or dinner!! Julie [the head made] asked the cooker to make for tmrws launch everyone's favorite meal, the ones they can't resist, the next day, it's time for launch and yet no one came out from their room, so Julie decided to do something about it, she started screaming on the stairs, she said:
Abdulaziz won't be happy if you kept yourselves locked and sad!! He hate it when people think that it’s the end of the life if someone dies.
She kept talking until they all came down and tried their best to eat.
There is something you should know about this family, soud loved abdulaziz becuz he was his first son, abdulmehsen becuz they have a lot of things in common, aljawhara becuz she looks a lot like his mom when she was about her age, and becuz she know how to please him! Hessa ……becuz she is his daughter and abdulwahab becuz he is the youngest one, the last one, the one they had after they grew up enough.
Shahad, Abdulaziz, abdulmehsen and abdulwahab noticed the difference in the way soud treats aljawhara and Hessa!! Although Hessa a7an mn eljawhara 3alaih, tkhaf menah w tesma3 kalamah w t7e6la alf 7sab akthr mn aljawhara.
Aljawhara was dads fav girl, and she treated everyone in a mean way just becuz she wanted to! And everyone felt really sorry for Hessa, abdulaziz treated her like if he was her father, they used to spent a whole day together without feeling bored or something, and that made aljawhara jealous of their relationship, and hate Hessa even more. Despite of the bad treat Hessa gets from her sister, she loves her like if she was her best friends and she doesn’t like when someone say bad things about aljawhara. Hessa wasn’t ugly at all!! She looked so much like her mom but with darker eyes color, she had the sexiest body, the sweetest heart, the kindest words, her hair was black that abdulmehsen would never let her cut or change it color, her lips were almost as big as Angelina, her eyes weren’t big, all the babies and kids love her and after every family gathering, they want to sleep with her so they start crying becuz their mom wont allow it.
It was spring break, and it finished so its time for high school for Hessa, secondary school for abdulwahab, first year of college for aljawhara, and first day at soud's company without abdulaziz for soud and abdulmehsen, for Shahad it was the first morning that she wakes everyone but abdulaziz. Its really hard losing a person like him.
Ali knew everything about Hessa, even bader, oh I forgot to say something about them,,
Bader Al.. he's older than Hessa in one year, he helped her with her school work a lot, he lost his mother in a car accident and he was the driver, she and ali helped him to get throw the days when he was blaming himself for her death, and he gave her pin to Ali, who's in the same age of him, and when bader teases Hessa till she cries she complains to ali about him and he kicks his ass for her, both were really nice and with days passing by, they were getting closer, Hessa and ali more than just friends they started as if he was her big brother and she was his little sister that he never had, bader and Hessa as a brother and sister only.
Hessa had a lot of friends, while aljawhara has two only!!!!!!
Hessa gets invited for the parties almost every weekend, while aljawhara doesn’t, and everyone enjoys Hessa's company, aljawhara was so arrogant, puffed up and over proud of her beauty and name as if she was Miss World or something!!
So people tried to avoid her, and that made her jealous from Hessa being Miss popular!!
Once, they had a family wedding, so everyone was invited, aljawhara, Hessa and their mom spent the whole day in the salon [Layla Harmouni Salon] for hair and makeup and so on, aljawhara as I already said, was kind of a fat girl, she can't find dresses easily, whereas Hessa had the perfect cut for any model, so aljawhara [Juju, as everyone call her except for soud, he loves calling her jawharty] bought a dress that would cover some of her fatness, grey color, long with a cocktail cut, Hessa bought a black long dress, long sleeves and a mid-neck cola and her back was shown till the end of it, their mom were something simple becuz she was still living in the memory of her son,,
Its 9;30 PM, they entered AlRaya Ball Room, Shahad was faking a smile, aljawhara was too but not becuz she was sad or something, it's just becuz she consider all as they are from a lower social class, whereas Hessa entered with a confidence, shiny black hair, amazing body that everyone stared and admired her beauty, they greeted everyone and they sat near the kosha, they didn’t dance until an Egyptian song started, everyone begged Hessa to dance cuz she is one of a hell dancer!! #mashallah
She danced only becuz her mom asked her to, and she knew that it will make her smile, but this time for real, some girls danced until they noticed that everyone's eyes were on Hessa! So they sat and watched;p
She blew their minds, she was so curvy and she moves every single part of her body…. She went in front of her mom, nzalat lama wara w she faced her mom, her mom kissed her and then she kept dancing and Shahad stood the whole dance for her with a smile and clapping from her heart… once in days, she was happy
The wedding ended, and everyone was waiting for their car's outside..
[Hessa's BBM]
Ali: Where are you?
Hessa: how many times should I say I'm at the wedding!!
Ali: I know that I meant, wainich bara 3nd elseyayeer wala still dakhel el 9ala?
Hessa: no we are outside waiting for our car, but why?
Ali: ok good
Hessa: what is good? Shfeek?
Ali: look inside the black Silverado in front of you;$
Hessa: why??!!:/
:O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What was in that black silvarado??
What made Hessa had a shock!!!?
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